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Commentfic: Nicole/Always-A-Girl!Spencer (Disney RPF, Bandom)
I'm cleaning up and sorting my WIP folder and found this commentfic I'd compiled for posting but for some reason never actually posted. It's more of a comment-explaining-my-N/g!S-headcanon than a commentfic, but whatevs.
No warnings. ~2400 words.
They started dating early in the JONAS LA filming, and despite a bunch of LESBIANS AND THEIR U-HAULS jokes by the end Nicole was staying over at Spencer-and-Brendon's enough she had her own drawer and chunk of closet space. It was mostly because Spencer lived way closer to the on-location stuff than Nicole's parents, but getting to spend buttloads of time together was totally worth it.
When Spencer moves out of Brendon's, she won't admit it but she totally picks a place with Nicole in mind (she's good at talking around, it, though - it's a 3-bedroom to make it easier to resell, not so she can have a drum room and still have space for an arty-crafty room for Nicole, etc.) and for a while Nicole kind of splits her time between living wherever she's filming, living with her parents, living with Spencer, although the ratio of parents:Spencer keeps shifting in Spencer's favor.
Nicole moves in for real right after she quits Disney, maybe a month before their coming-out interview/photoshoot. She and Spencer sell that house and start the process of having one built right before they both go away for their projects (overseas filming for [the] spandexy superhero show [Nicole ends up on after cutting ties with Disney], vices & virtues tour) and oversee the building/decorating via internet. Their timing was a little off so they end up bunking with Brendon again for a little while after the tour, but it's totally worth it because Spencer is very particular about her living space and Nicole is a huge interior design nerd so they end up with this weird eclectic perfect house.
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Spencer is totally 100% ew-gross-a-penis-get-it-away lesbian. She knows logically a bi girl leaving her for a dude isn't any worse than a gay girl leaving her for a girl, but less rationally she's had some sketchy experiences being an unwitting experiment. She's Nicole's first serious girlfriend and has a ton of insecurity about that.
Spencer used to get a buttload of flack for being a girl in a band full of cute boys she obviously has a physical relationship of some sort with. Then she comes out and gets some weird well-if-she's-gay-why-is-she-interfering-with-my-ryden crap (which is both frustrating as Hell and endlessly hilarious), some creepy as Hell "she just needs a good deep-dicking from some MEN who don't wear MAKEUP and LADY JEANS", a fair amount of "omg role model"...and a kind of disheartening level of radio silence.
(It is less disheartening when Ryan gets all flaily about people calling him some kind of gay role model because YOU ARE ACTUALLY A HOMOSEXUAL I DON'T EVEN GET IT because lol flaily Ryan). She doesn't really talk to Nic about that kind of shit, because she's weird about fan/media attention and just kind of tries to ignore it, but Nic mostly has an idea because she is totally the kind of girlfriend who follows FUCKYEAHSPENCERSMITH tumblrs and knows what people are saying.
(Nic has like eight sock accounts on different sites. When Spencer finds out [about some of them, because Nicole is VERY GOOD at socking and Spencer misses one of the tumblrs and an LJ] she is torn between THAT DOESN'T ACTUALLY HELP and hearteyes FOREVER.)
*
In my mental timeline, the awesome Out interview actual!Spencer gave is, in this alternate canon, the interview where Spencer came out. The stagegay was partially fueled by Ryan and Brendon being loledgy subversive horny teenage boys and partially by the initial rumblings of LOL SPENCER'S PROBABLY IN THE BAND BECAUSE OF SEXUAL FAVORS. Spencer came out mostly because she wasn't ever exactly closeted, and there wasn't any point in playing coy with what was basically an open secret.
The media reaction was intense but brief, and it flared up again when Nicole came out as Spencer's girlfriend - with added bonus LOL CORRUPTING A DISNEY GIRL weirdness - but they were both just flashes of OMG before someone else took over the front pages and Spencer went back to being one of the talking points that always came up in interviews.
They're totally out [as a couple]. They met/started dating when Nicole was still doing both JONAS LA and Make It Or Break It (they went to the same gym and met-cute because I ♥ all meet-cutes), and Disney's continued >_< when Nicole would bring up coming out as a) gay and b) dating Spencer (and the continued pushing of Nicole/Nick J any time rumors about Nicole and the hot lesbian drummer she was suddenly hanging out with started showing up) is what influenced her decision to just say no when time came to renew her contract.
(She got the call about the audition for the teen superhero show a week after she was done filming her last MIOBI episode, and she was 85% sure that was Pete's doing. 99% sure after she got the part and he had a cameo in the second episode)
She came out in a big magazine piece and specifically talked about wanting young girls to have a bisexual role model who isn't all "are there any boys watching? do they look impressed" and to have this example of a healthy, happy lesbian relationship to look at and go "oh, so I CAN have that". And the interview is just Nicole but she talks about Spencer, and shock of all shocks media-shy Spencer actually agrees to be part of the photo shoot. And it BLOWS UP because a young starlet coming out is fairly unheard of, and for it to be a DISNEY STARLET, it's like people no longer care she's kind of, like, G-List as far as celebrity goes. And then there is wank about whether she was specifically attacking other bisexual actresses or lesbian relationships and basically the CW PR department could MAKE OUT WITH HER because so much free publicity for their new star *___*
The shoot was going to be all Adorable 50s Housewife-y themed and Spencer was all >_< no, can I be, like, Adorable 50s Husband? And Nicole was all well if you do that people are gonna be all lol Nicole's the wife and you're the wife. And then there is like 20 minutes of adorable bantering about who's the wife and Nicole fucks Spencer on her hands and knees and they forget they're supposed to be coming up with alternate ideas. In the end they just kind of let the cameras come and take pictures of them around the house for the day.
Spencer's mocking is all centered around the SHOCK of Spencer voluntarily participating in a photo shoot - at her HOUSE, EVEN - when she had nothing to promote. Lots of voicemails consisting entirely of the "you're whipped lol" sound effect.
Most of Nicole's friends keep the ribbing to a minimum because a) they've been teasing her about her adorable relationship and her hearteyes for AGES now and b) they all kind of get how much she hated being closeted. There is some minor drama with Singer, who actually had no idea Nicole and Spencer were dating or that she was bisexual and totally thought all their flirting was going somewhere, but his little angry-puppy faces at Spencer are kind of more adorable than anything (they do not tell him that). And some weirdness with the JoBros because there had been some crossed wires about just how much the Nickole media stuff had been PR. But mostly little things and lots of "I'm happy for you"s and lols about how gag-inducingly in love Nicole is.
The wank about whether Nicole was attacking people when she came out is kind of obnoxious, but it bothers Spencer more than Nicole, because Spencer is all white knighty. It dies down a lot faster than the OMG YAY LESBIANS WHO APPEAL TO TWEENS/OMG SATAN HAS SENT LESBIANS TO INFLUENCE OUR TWEENS.
After Make It Or Break It Nicole signs on as the star of this crappy-but-awesome CW superhero teen show that makes up in fanservice what it lacks in originality. She's shooting on location a buttload of places while Spencer's touring, and when Spencer starts seeing the first on-set/promo photos of Nicole being all bendy in her spandexy high-boots superhero get up, while, the "let's tease each other with our outfits" game is ON. No one can pick out a this-increases-your-boob-size-80%-and-is-practically-lingerie shirt like Brendon - especially not one she can actually play in.
Nicole is kind of mad about all the on-locationing, because before she moved on to [sexy teen superheroine show] all her work was at the studio, which meant she and Spencer were mostly living together. And it's hard to go back to crappy little studio-provided apartments all by herself when she's used to having her hot awesome girlfriend around all the time to cook and clean for her.
And then Spencer has the UNMITIGATED GALL to go on tour, which is bullshit because it means a) harder to keep in touch b) smaller chance that when she gets home Spencer will be there with a clean house and a hot meal. What, okay, Nicole's only human. Lazy human.
And THEN Spencer starts this TEASING GAME and Nicole is both :D-:9 and >:( about it because Spencer is super hot, yes, and extra hot when she decides to stop pretending she doesn't have THE WORLD'S BEST BODY (and prettiest skin and best hair and soft cushiony boobs *__* ), but NICOLE DOESN'T LIKE THIS GAME because she is FRUSTRATED.
And then their schedules have them in, like, Paris for two days at the same time and they miss out on enjoying the city because ALL THE SEX.
So she gets a call from Spencer one crappy frustrated night when she's just seen all these concert pictures of IS THAT A FUCKING CORSET, SPENCER JANE SMITH, WHY DO YOU HATE ME and her hand is just NOT DOING IT FOR HER and I HATE YOU, and Spencer's all lol when do you next have days off? And it turns out Nicole's next free weekend coincides with Spencer's not just timewise, but citywise.
And they spend the first morning being sappy lovey girlfriends and then the rest of the weekend in bed (and on the table, in the tub, in the shower, on the couch, bent over the bathroom sink...) and Nicole is MUCH HAPPIER.
*
Oh man, she doesn't get to [join Panic! on tour] as often as she wants, but she LOVES it. She loves cuddles and the bunks mean Spencer can't get too hot in the night and roll away from her (yes, she is totally okay with Spencer suffering a little for the sake of the best cuddles in the whole world. Spencer's so SOFT). And she loves hanging out with Brendon, especially when he and Spencer are all DUDEBRO. And maybe she has a little crush on Dallon, perhaps.
There's the awkward but also kind of hot but also really awkward conversation they have about boundaries when the guys keep finding sex toys and lingerie all over the place. Like, we appreciate you honoring the keep it in your bunk rule, except I don't know why your underwear is all over the back lounge if you're not having sex back there.
There's no foreplay rule!
...
There's a foreplay rule now, isn't there :(
Sorry. We need to preserve Ian's innocence.
AND THEN there's the time they get in a stupid fight over something stupid, and when Nicole and Spencer fight they stew for like five minutes and then try to make each other suffer. Usually the sexy kind of suffering. If Nicole's skirts get any shorter or Spencer's tops any lower-cut or Brendon is going to have EIGHTEEN SEXY HEART ATTACKS. And that's before they start getting off obnoxiously loudly at night to up the stakes.
Oh, and the time Brendon and Nicole got lost in Japan. They don't talk about that, because Zack murders anyone who mentions it.
They have lots of little bicker fits, which are more adorable than anything (and the guys are 90% sure they have the bicker fits on purpose just to have an excuse to a] pull out the tease-y clothing b] have hot makeup sex), but their one and only actual fight was on tour.
It's just, okay, Nicole's a huge flirt, and Spencer knows that, but for some reason being on tour turns her into a hit-on-everything machine (it's not tour, really, just that the close quarters make it LOOK that way because suddenly Spencer can see all the flirting all the time), and Spencer doesn't like to talk about things so she just sits and stews and worries about Nicole leaving her for, like, Ian. Does she really need to sit so close to him on movie nights >_< and play with his hair all the time >_<
Anyway it finally blows up and it is NASTY because Spencer and Nicole both get passive-aggressive like WHOA. And it's awkward and uncomfortable (revenge flirting with Dallon is NOT OKAY, Nicole, he is married and would like it if his wife didn't end up hearing how he broke up a relationship flirting with one of the girls. Also, Spencer is his lady bro, and you do not do that to a bro). Brendon is all :/ because he kind of thinks Nicole should go home but he doesn't want to be the asshole who kicks her off the tour.
And idk it's all resolved when, idk, Zack sits Spencer down and is all LOL U KINDA DUMB but nicer and there is makeup sex forever.
It takes a while [to readjust to being back home], but only because they spend the first few days having dirty hot I MISSED YOU sex all over the place, and then the next few days being all gag-inducingly cuddly, so it's a week before they even try to get back to their day-to-day routines. But the only real hassle is that Nicole has a tendency to get her crap EVERYWHERE (why the fuck were you quilting in the bathroom) and Spencer is the kind of neat freak who will let dishes rot in the sink and never take the trash out but God forbid there's clutter.
No warnings. ~2400 words.
They started dating early in the JONAS LA filming, and despite a bunch of LESBIANS AND THEIR U-HAULS jokes by the end Nicole was staying over at Spencer-and-Brendon's enough she had her own drawer and chunk of closet space. It was mostly because Spencer lived way closer to the on-location stuff than Nicole's parents, but getting to spend buttloads of time together was totally worth it.
When Spencer moves out of Brendon's, she won't admit it but she totally picks a place with Nicole in mind (she's good at talking around, it, though - it's a 3-bedroom to make it easier to resell, not so she can have a drum room and still have space for an arty-crafty room for Nicole, etc.) and for a while Nicole kind of splits her time between living wherever she's filming, living with her parents, living with Spencer, although the ratio of parents:Spencer keeps shifting in Spencer's favor.
Nicole moves in for real right after she quits Disney, maybe a month before their coming-out interview/photoshoot. She and Spencer sell that house and start the process of having one built right before they both go away for their projects (overseas filming for [the] spandexy superhero show [Nicole ends up on after cutting ties with Disney], vices & virtues tour) and oversee the building/decorating via internet. Their timing was a little off so they end up bunking with Brendon again for a little while after the tour, but it's totally worth it because Spencer is very particular about her living space and Nicole is a huge interior design nerd so they end up with this weird eclectic perfect house.
*
Spencer is totally 100% ew-gross-a-penis-get-it-away lesbian. She knows logically a bi girl leaving her for a dude isn't any worse than a gay girl leaving her for a girl, but less rationally she's had some sketchy experiences being an unwitting experiment. She's Nicole's first serious girlfriend and has a ton of insecurity about that.
Spencer used to get a buttload of flack for being a girl in a band full of cute boys she obviously has a physical relationship of some sort with. Then she comes out and gets some weird well-if-she's-gay-why-is-she-interfering-with-my-ryden crap (which is both frustrating as Hell and endlessly hilarious), some creepy as Hell "she just needs a good deep-dicking from some MEN who don't wear MAKEUP and LADY JEANS", a fair amount of "omg role model"...and a kind of disheartening level of radio silence.
(It is less disheartening when Ryan gets all flaily about people calling him some kind of gay role model because YOU ARE ACTUALLY A HOMOSEXUAL I DON'T EVEN GET IT because lol flaily Ryan). She doesn't really talk to Nic about that kind of shit, because she's weird about fan/media attention and just kind of tries to ignore it, but Nic mostly has an idea because she is totally the kind of girlfriend who follows FUCKYEAHSPENCERSMITH tumblrs and knows what people are saying.
(Nic has like eight sock accounts on different sites. When Spencer finds out [about some of them, because Nicole is VERY GOOD at socking and Spencer misses one of the tumblrs and an LJ] she is torn between THAT DOESN'T ACTUALLY HELP and hearteyes FOREVER.)
*
In my mental timeline, the awesome Out interview actual!Spencer gave is, in this alternate canon, the interview where Spencer came out. The stagegay was partially fueled by Ryan and Brendon being loledgy subversive horny teenage boys and partially by the initial rumblings of LOL SPENCER'S PROBABLY IN THE BAND BECAUSE OF SEXUAL FAVORS. Spencer came out mostly because she wasn't ever exactly closeted, and there wasn't any point in playing coy with what was basically an open secret.
The media reaction was intense but brief, and it flared up again when Nicole came out as Spencer's girlfriend - with added bonus LOL CORRUPTING A DISNEY GIRL weirdness - but they were both just flashes of OMG before someone else took over the front pages and Spencer went back to being one of the talking points that always came up in interviews.
They're totally out [as a couple]. They met/started dating when Nicole was still doing both JONAS LA and Make It Or Break It (they went to the same gym and met-cute because I ♥ all meet-cutes), and Disney's continued >_< when Nicole would bring up coming out as a) gay and b) dating Spencer (and the continued pushing of Nicole/Nick J any time rumors about Nicole and the hot lesbian drummer she was suddenly hanging out with started showing up) is what influenced her decision to just say no when time came to renew her contract.
(She got the call about the audition for the teen superhero show a week after she was done filming her last MIOBI episode, and she was 85% sure that was Pete's doing. 99% sure after she got the part and he had a cameo in the second episode)
She came out in a big magazine piece and specifically talked about wanting young girls to have a bisexual role model who isn't all "are there any boys watching? do they look impressed" and to have this example of a healthy, happy lesbian relationship to look at and go "oh, so I CAN have that". And the interview is just Nicole but she talks about Spencer, and shock of all shocks media-shy Spencer actually agrees to be part of the photo shoot. And it BLOWS UP because a young starlet coming out is fairly unheard of, and for it to be a DISNEY STARLET, it's like people no longer care she's kind of, like, G-List as far as celebrity goes. And then there is wank about whether she was specifically attacking other bisexual actresses or lesbian relationships and basically the CW PR department could MAKE OUT WITH HER because so much free publicity for their new star *___*
The shoot was going to be all Adorable 50s Housewife-y themed and Spencer was all >_< no, can I be, like, Adorable 50s Husband? And Nicole was all well if you do that people are gonna be all lol Nicole's the wife and you're the wife. And then there is like 20 minutes of adorable bantering about who's the wife and Nicole fucks Spencer on her hands and knees and they forget they're supposed to be coming up with alternate ideas. In the end they just kind of let the cameras come and take pictures of them around the house for the day.
Spencer's mocking is all centered around the SHOCK of Spencer voluntarily participating in a photo shoot - at her HOUSE, EVEN - when she had nothing to promote. Lots of voicemails consisting entirely of the "you're whipped lol" sound effect.
Most of Nicole's friends keep the ribbing to a minimum because a) they've been teasing her about her adorable relationship and her hearteyes for AGES now and b) they all kind of get how much she hated being closeted. There is some minor drama with Singer, who actually had no idea Nicole and Spencer were dating or that she was bisexual and totally thought all their flirting was going somewhere, but his little angry-puppy faces at Spencer are kind of more adorable than anything (they do not tell him that). And some weirdness with the JoBros because there had been some crossed wires about just how much the Nickole media stuff had been PR. But mostly little things and lots of "I'm happy for you"s and lols about how gag-inducingly in love Nicole is.
The wank about whether Nicole was attacking people when she came out is kind of obnoxious, but it bothers Spencer more than Nicole, because Spencer is all white knighty. It dies down a lot faster than the OMG YAY LESBIANS WHO APPEAL TO TWEENS/OMG SATAN HAS SENT LESBIANS TO INFLUENCE OUR TWEENS.
After Make It Or Break It Nicole signs on as the star of this crappy-but-awesome CW superhero teen show that makes up in fanservice what it lacks in originality. She's shooting on location a buttload of places while Spencer's touring, and when Spencer starts seeing the first on-set/promo photos of Nicole being all bendy in her spandexy high-boots superhero get up, while, the "let's tease each other with our outfits" game is ON. No one can pick out a this-increases-your-boob-size-80%-and-is-practically-lingerie shirt like Brendon - especially not one she can actually play in.
Nicole is kind of mad about all the on-locationing, because before she moved on to [sexy teen superheroine show] all her work was at the studio, which meant she and Spencer were mostly living together. And it's hard to go back to crappy little studio-provided apartments all by herself when she's used to having her hot awesome girlfriend around all the time to cook and clean for her.
And then Spencer has the UNMITIGATED GALL to go on tour, which is bullshit because it means a) harder to keep in touch b) smaller chance that when she gets home Spencer will be there with a clean house and a hot meal. What, okay, Nicole's only human. Lazy human.
And THEN Spencer starts this TEASING GAME and Nicole is both :D-:9 and >:( about it because Spencer is super hot, yes, and extra hot when she decides to stop pretending she doesn't have THE WORLD'S BEST BODY (and prettiest skin and best hair and soft cushiony boobs *__* ), but NICOLE DOESN'T LIKE THIS GAME because she is FRUSTRATED.
And then their schedules have them in, like, Paris for two days at the same time and they miss out on enjoying the city because ALL THE SEX.
So she gets a call from Spencer one crappy frustrated night when she's just seen all these concert pictures of IS THAT A FUCKING CORSET, SPENCER JANE SMITH, WHY DO YOU HATE ME and her hand is just NOT DOING IT FOR HER and I HATE YOU, and Spencer's all lol when do you next have days off? And it turns out Nicole's next free weekend coincides with Spencer's not just timewise, but citywise.
And they spend the first morning being sappy lovey girlfriends and then the rest of the weekend in bed (and on the table, in the tub, in the shower, on the couch, bent over the bathroom sink...) and Nicole is MUCH HAPPIER.
*
Oh man, she doesn't get to [join Panic! on tour] as often as she wants, but she LOVES it. She loves cuddles and the bunks mean Spencer can't get too hot in the night and roll away from her (yes, she is totally okay with Spencer suffering a little for the sake of the best cuddles in the whole world. Spencer's so SOFT). And she loves hanging out with Brendon, especially when he and Spencer are all DUDEBRO. And maybe she has a little crush on Dallon, perhaps.
There's the awkward but also kind of hot but also really awkward conversation they have about boundaries when the guys keep finding sex toys and lingerie all over the place. Like, we appreciate you honoring the keep it in your bunk rule, except I don't know why your underwear is all over the back lounge if you're not having sex back there.
There's no foreplay rule!
...
There's a foreplay rule now, isn't there :(
Sorry. We need to preserve Ian's innocence.
AND THEN there's the time they get in a stupid fight over something stupid, and when Nicole and Spencer fight they stew for like five minutes and then try to make each other suffer. Usually the sexy kind of suffering. If Nicole's skirts get any shorter or Spencer's tops any lower-cut or Brendon is going to have EIGHTEEN SEXY HEART ATTACKS. And that's before they start getting off obnoxiously loudly at night to up the stakes.
Oh, and the time Brendon and Nicole got lost in Japan. They don't talk about that, because Zack murders anyone who mentions it.
They have lots of little bicker fits, which are more adorable than anything (and the guys are 90% sure they have the bicker fits on purpose just to have an excuse to a] pull out the tease-y clothing b] have hot makeup sex), but their one and only actual fight was on tour.
It's just, okay, Nicole's a huge flirt, and Spencer knows that, but for some reason being on tour turns her into a hit-on-everything machine (it's not tour, really, just that the close quarters make it LOOK that way because suddenly Spencer can see all the flirting all the time), and Spencer doesn't like to talk about things so she just sits and stews and worries about Nicole leaving her for, like, Ian. Does she really need to sit so close to him on movie nights >_< and play with his hair all the time >_<
Anyway it finally blows up and it is NASTY because Spencer and Nicole both get passive-aggressive like WHOA. And it's awkward and uncomfortable (revenge flirting with Dallon is NOT OKAY, Nicole, he is married and would like it if his wife didn't end up hearing how he broke up a relationship flirting with one of the girls. Also, Spencer is his lady bro, and you do not do that to a bro). Brendon is all :/ because he kind of thinks Nicole should go home but he doesn't want to be the asshole who kicks her off the tour.
And idk it's all resolved when, idk, Zack sits Spencer down and is all LOL U KINDA DUMB but nicer and there is makeup sex forever.
It takes a while [to readjust to being back home], but only because they spend the first few days having dirty hot I MISSED YOU sex all over the place, and then the next few days being all gag-inducingly cuddly, so it's a week before they even try to get back to their day-to-day routines. But the only real hassle is that Nicole has a tendency to get her crap EVERYWHERE (why the fuck were you quilting in the bathroom) and Spencer is the kind of neat freak who will let dishes rot in the sink and never take the trash out but God forbid there's clutter.
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(this is how i end up with so many different universes, one word or a throwaway bit about puppies and boom, new spencer/nicole idea)