As told to a friend: "basically ryan is mostly transitioned and totally passing by truckstops and statelines, while william has just barely kind of put words to the general sense of discomfort she's had with her body for years, and she basically looks at this KID who is all Owning It and she kind of uses him as the kickstart motivation to come out and demand people start calling her Billie and she and her. And they date for a while and it's horribly faily and they're friends after that and it's the opposite of horribly faily...i tried so hard to actually write that one but it's one of those fics that just needs to live in my head and influence everything else, i think"
During sex, Ryan does not disclose he's using a strap-on rather than a flesh-and-blood dick; Ryan deliberately intended to make her think it wasn't a strap-on.
( The first time Ryan fucks Bill, it's before he knows (before any of them know, except maybe Brendon after all that time he spends with Jon); before Bill knows about Ryan, too, which is probably 90% of the reason it happens at all. )
During sex, Ryan does not disclose he's using a strap-on rather than a flesh-and-blood dick; Ryan deliberately intended to make her think it wasn't a strap-on.
( The first time Ryan fucks Bill, it's before he knows (before any of them know, except maybe Brendon after all that time he spends with Jon); before Bill knows about Ryan, too, which is probably 90% of the reason it happens at all. )